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All Alone

It was on Friday night. Remember, that cold Friday – last Friday?

Well, it was and I was cooking – spaghetti; I was.

I was cooking because I was supposed to head out in a couple of hours – a friend had just returned from the States and was looking for some entertainment. I was supposed to take him on a tour of some of the hottest clubs I knew; so I was cooking because I hadn’t had anything to eat that day – and alcohol and an empty stomach didn’t exactly mix well.

Not as far as I’m concerned anyways.

I wasn’t excited – I wasn’t dull either. I guess I was apathetic – maybe because I had seen all the spots too many times, or maybe because I am the way I am.

Either way, I was standing over the cooker, feeling steam in my face and looking at the pasta, slowly bubbling as it went from brownish gold to white; staring at the strands as they slowly wilted, succumbing to the superior heat of olive-oily boiling water – and then I suddenly realized – exactly how alone I am.

I felt myself crumble, wilt like so much spaghetti, tears drenching my cheeks before I could stop them – and within moments, they had me hacking and blubbering over the pasta like a typical kid headed to crèche for the first time. It was as though I had kept the feelings all locked up inside; denying their existence and refusing to acknowledge them.

Well, there they were now – out in the open. All over my face, dripping down my cheeks, off my chin and unto my shirtless chest. I slowly sank to the plain-but-severally-stained cement floor of the kitchen, still crying, my own sobs stabbing me in the heart.

It was going to be a long night.

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8 responses

  1. bshaba

    Sad.
    I know this feeling *Sobs*

    May 17, 2015 at 12:11 pm

  2. Very precise and on point! I love the digression from the focus which I thought itz d ‘oyinbo american friend’ abi ‘nijia american friend’ to the cotent in the cotent, “All Alone”. Nice depth and very dramatic.

    May 18, 2015 at 12:38 am

  3. Good one. Loving love drops. Nice work you’re doing.

    May 18, 2015 at 3:42 pm

  4. Wesi

    How can such a talented mind suchas yours be alone? There is somehting wrong with this world!

    May 26, 2015 at 8:49 am

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